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Sent in kink las entry, barely made the deadline. Fic is awful and I know it and I deserve to be voted out for it. But it was either send it or drop out as I've got no more skips left. I might as well going down trying.

I said February had been an awful month in a previous post. March isn't any better. I just want a month, no screw that a year, where there isn't some medical emergency going on for my family. I don't have a big family, and they all live too far away for me to go and see them, and I don't want to lose any of them. But the way everything seems to be going...I don't know.

My one good thing this month is getting an allotment - well as soon as the paper work gets here - it's apparently in the post now. It's pretty overgrown, but I'm looking forward to tidying it up. Hard work outdoor usually makes me feel better about stuff - it'll almost be like I'm digging again - at least for a little while. Wish I still had a mattock, that would make clearing my plot easier.