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Title Lives Are For Living. (5/35)
Fandoms Torchwood/Being Human crossover fic.
Characters/pairings Andy Davidson/Tom McNair. Other Torchwood and Being Human characters will appear later on.
Word count: This part 2000. (Total posted 9250 /65,000)
Rating This part all ages. Later parts adult.
Contains Mentions of depression/anxiety. Mentions of past canon character death. In later parts canon level violence, graphic sex, Andy's homophobic mother. Spoilers for Being Human (UK version) up to series 5 episode 3, and for Torchwood up to Children of Earth.
A/N: Crossover with Being Human. Technically a CoE fix it as it's set in the same 'verse as Finding Ways To Smile Again (although that isn't apparent until about 2/3 the way through the story). Follows on from Break and Breakaway from Tom McNair's POV – which is where it breaks from Being Human canon.

Summary
After being pushed out of the police force following the events of Children of Earth, Andy Davidson tries to build a new life for himself in the deep in the Welsh countryside.
Tom McNair walked out of his old life after realising it wasn't what he needed.
A chance meeting would take their lives in directions that they had never expected and bring them love that they'd not thought they'd find.

Starts here: http://the-silver-sun.livejournal.com/214504.html




Tom had left as the evening shadows had started to get longer, taking his pack and its rolled up tent out to where the fields met the woodland a few hundred metres from the side of the farmhouse.

Andy found it made the house seem strangely empty without him, despite the fact that Tom had only been there a couple of hours and was, with the exception of his Aunty Edith's solicitor, the only other person to have ever been in the house with him.

From his bedroom window Andy could just see the faint light of a torch or lantern as Tom finished sorting out his tent. It was dry and warm night, the near full moon lighting up the valley. It was, Andy thought, the perfect weather for sleeping out under the stars. Yet part of him wanted to go down to the tent and ask Tom to come back to the house. The other wanted to join Tom out there under the spreading beech trees, sit around a camp fire with a few bottles of beer and talk about nothing important until the sky started to brighten with the dawn, as he'd done with friends as a teenager.

Not that he'd seen any of them in years, those friendships had slowly drifted away after he joined the police. The awkwardness that people seemed to have being around a police officer spilling over into the times when he was of duty, conversations becoming generic, guarded and dull, until they had slipped away altogether. There was reason that for a lot of people in the police their friends also tended to be in the service as well or at least a closely connected one.

Turning over in bed, Andy looked up at the beams in the ceiling. He was tired, but he knew that there was no way that his mind was going to switch off just yet. Not wanting to think about his own life, or lack of it, Andy turned his attention back to Tom.

Tom who was definitely distracting and fascinating. Tom who seemed so nice and who maintained an almost painfully naïve sense of trust despite life having dealt him a spectacularly bad hand. Growing up in a van with only his dad, moving from one place to another with nowhere to really call home and no friends or family to turn to when his father was murdered. And now he was homeless and jobless with nobody in the world who apparently cared about him or missed him.

Andy rolled over again just in time to see the faint light by Tom's tent go out. Sighing, he got out of bed and went back through to the living room and sat down at the table. He couldn't let Tom go without at least trying to help him.

Employing somebody to help him renovate the farm and turn it into a campsite had been something he'd considered, but having a group of builders there or haggling with contractors wasn't something that he'd felt ready to do. Tom was different though, employing him to do a few odd jobs for a few hours a week until he sorted himself out somewhere to live and maybe a full time job seemed like it would be something that would be good for both of them.

The settlement or more accurately bribe, he thought bitterly, that he'd been given for leaving the police had been very generous, a pension and cash lump sum as if he'd completed a police officer's standard thirty year service, rather than the ten years that he actually had. With the farm being his outright, and with no mains gas or electricity to pay and the water coming from a spring there was only food, council tax and the associated costs of keeping the landrover on the road. He could live on it for a long time as long as he wasn't too extravagant with it.

A lot of the lump sum was set aside for jobs that Andy couldn't do himself, like having a new septic tank fitted for the toilet, more toilets for people camping there, solar panels for the house and when it was finished the barn as well, a new back-up generator for when it was wasn't sunny enough for them to work and the costs of paying contractors to fit it all. It would all be money well spent though or at least it would be spent once he actually got the farm to a stage where he could get it all fitted.

With so much of the money already allocated he knew he couldn't afford to employ Tom full time, but something like twenty hours a week, plus free camping and free food he hoped would be enough to tempt him to stay for a while. Tom's lack of address meant that him having a bank account was unlikely, so it would have to be cash in hand. Not strictly legal, Andy knew, but after the couple of years he's had he's quite happy to ignore certain parts of it where it's not actually hurting anybody.

The worse that could happen was that Tom would take offence at being offered work like he was a charity case and leave. Andy would be no worse off than he already was if he did, but he knew it would be a very long time before he stopped worrying about Tom if he did.

The clock showed a quarter to three before Andy had finished looking through all his bank statements and costings paperwork for the renovation of the farm. Exhausted, but satisfied that he could afford to employ Tom for at least a couple of months, Andy finally went to bed.

x-x-x

The sun was only just above the horizon, the early morning sky still streaked with the colours of dawn, when Andy woke. Yawning and wondering if Tom had managed to get a better night's sleep in his tent, Andy when through to the living room.

After a couple of attempts at lighting the range which seemed even more resistant to his efforts to get a fire burning than usual, Andy gave up and lit the camping stove. Coffee made him feel slightly more awake and after a couple of cups of it and some breakfast, Andy decided it was now late enough to go and see if Tom was awake.

Tom's tent was pitched in slight hollow at edge of the small wood that bordered the edge of the farm, the branches of the trees spreading out above it. The tent looked like it had seen better days, the material faded and most of the seams repaired with gaffer tape, but Andy suspected that it was still waterproof as Tom had seemed quite capable to when it came to practical tasks.

Dressed in the same rather tatty shorts and vest that he'd been wearing the previous day, Tom was sitting on a tree stump, his back to him, while he warmed his by a small fire. The fire was burning brightly in a carefully dug and stone edged shallow pit, his battered camping kettle and mess tin style pan apparently full of porridge carefully propped over the flames.

“Mornin'” Tom said standing up, not seeming startle at all that Andy had walked up behind him. “Hope you don't mind me using bits of wood out of there.” He gestured to the woodland. “There's a fair old bit of fallen stuff in there that if you get it cut up proper and stacked to dry it'd be right good on that fire up at the house.”

“I've not even looked in there,” Andy said truthfully. It was enough work getting the farm sorted out without having to think about woodland management or whatever it was called. “Take whatever you need out of there, ”

“Thanks. You really sure you don't mind though?” He asked, concern edging into his voice. “Only I don't want you be short come winter. I mean you could probably sell some of the stuff, like they do at garages sometimes in those string sacks, if you wanted to maybe get some coal instead.”

Tom was far more practical and knowledgeable about the things that needed doing, Andy thought, than he could hope to be for until he'd spent at least a year on the farm, probably making a complete idiot of himself half the time because he hadn't got a clue what he was doing. Certain now that he was doing the right thing, Andy pushed ahead with this plan.

“Actually I've been thinking,” Andy said hoping that he didn't end up sound too pushy or desperate, the last thing he wanted was to drive Tom away by being too weird. “It's a lot of work to get this old place turned into a camp site and yesterday made me realise that maybe working on it by myself isn't a good idea, and you did say that you weren't in a hurry to get anywhere. So would you be interested in working here? I could pay you for say twenty hours a week, plus free camping and food. I mean if you want to, that is.”

Eager and earnest, Tom smiled as, without a pause, grabbed Andy's hand and shook his enthusiastically. "Course I do. Yer won't regret it. So what you need me to do?"

Relieved that Tom was staying, but still tired after only having a couple of hours sleep, Andy decided that he wasn't going to be working on the barn and risking making an idiot of himself though another mishap caused by a lapse of attention on his part just yet. Doing a few small jobs round the house and then going back to bed and trying to get more sleep sounded like the best plan. “No, I've got a few other things to go. Any way, you'll want to get your camping gear sorted out and maybe take a walk down to Rhayader to buy anything you need, as you won't really get a chance tomorrow.”

"Do ya need me to work on Sunday then?"

"No, Monday will be fine," Andy replied, hearing the hesitation in Tom's voice. Tom didn't seem like the type to observe organised religion, but so much about Tom seem contradictory. Perhaps his family had been religious? Maybe that's why the tattoo was a cross rather than skulls or some so called tribal design. Thinking that his mother would be nodding her head in approval at the young man right now, he said, "There's a chapel down in Elan Village or a church in Rhayader. If you want to go."

Tom frowned and then said, "Do you think I should? I mean is that normal like round here?"

And there was that undefinable strangeness again, Andy thought. Why was Tom so concerned by trying to do what others would call normal? "I just thought that's why you didn't want to work on Sunday. It seemed like the most likely reason."

"No, it ain't like that," Tom started to put his trainers on. "It's just some there's some other stuff I really need to do, so I might be a bit late on Sunday morning, and I didn't want you thinkin' that I didn't want the job, 'cause I really do."

Andy decided it was none of his business what Tom needs to do, even if he was a little curious about what it might be, given what he'd said the previous day. "Okay, Monday it is then. If you need anything just come up to the house, like if you want cook or use the phone."

"Thanks." Tom smiled again like Andy's given him something amazing. "I bet this place'll be great when you get it all done up."

Andy looked out across the sunlit valley. “Do you know, I really think it will,” he said, finding that for the first time he could really see himself living and working there rather than just surviving.


Part 6: http://the-silver-sun.livejournal.com/218004.html



Note.

The knowledge about how pensions are calculated from the job I do in real life, but for anyone interested the figures would be (in Andy's case) roughly half of actual annual pay for the pension, plus three years worth of pay lump sum.

Date: 2013-08-19 01:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] psithurism.livejournal.com
Wonderful addition. I like the slight bit of awkwardness (Andy not wanting to scare Tom off by being too weird). It's very "first date" like to me!

I envy you your UK knowledge. I'm constantly googling and researching to differences in UK and US terms/laws/life etc... and nearly always coming up short! One time I spent nearly two hours looking to see what standard vacation days were given in the UK.

Can't wait for the next chapter!

Date: 2013-08-20 12:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] psithurism.livejournal.com
Ha I spend SO much time on Google maps because I've never visited the UK. The hubby and I really want to go though, do the whole UK and Ireland. The street views is a great feature. I've heard it's really beautiful over there. I think it's going to be our next big holiday.

Date: 2013-08-20 06:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] psithurism.livejournal.com
It also seems like there is a LOT of beautiful wonderful things to see in your country.

As I've researched I've found so many differences between the UK and US... especially in the area of social programs. Here in the US, the quality of the school district will vary from town to town which is proportional to the property taxes. Like if you want to move to another area, you investigate the school district to see what kind of education your child will get.

Thank you so much I may actually take you up on that :) I actually hate looking certain things up. When I stumbled on the UK government page about sick leave and holiday entitlement... I freaked out. 28 days of paid holiday is practically unheard of here. My workplace only gives 14 days, and only after 5 years of employment. One of my coworkers just left on maternity leave but it is unpaid. Many of us have been working for this place for years and have yet to receive a single pay rise.

Oopse, you went on your ramble and I went on mine :) haha, sorry! Disgruntled, overworked American employee :(

Date: 2013-08-21 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] psithurism.livejournal.com
Ah glad to know that employers try to screw you no matter what side of the ocean you're on :) The standard over here is also 3%, it's called a "cost of living" raise.

We don't have the long term or short term contract thing here in the US. When you get a job, you're either full time or part time. There is also "contract" work done by the hour but that's another ball of wax. If you are a part time employee aka under a certain number of hours per week (at my job it's <30 hrs), then you get nothing. No sick no holiday no personal no nothing.

Legally, here in the US, you cannot be fired for being sick. You can file a wrongful termination lawsuit against your employer. Whether or not you get paid sick time varies from company to company and job to job. In some salaried, full time jobs you will accumulate sick time through the year ie by the time you get to the end of March you have say a day or two. Some companies, when that year rolls around you get all your sick time in one lump which kind of screws you if you get sick right off the bat - you use all your days and then you're up shit's creek.

A good job here in the US will give you like 3-5 days of sick time, 5 days of vacation and 3 personal days. Some companies will dock your pay for taking more than your allotted time. Some will allow you to use holiday/personal time. My husband has a chronic illness and has to go in for medication infusions every 6-8 weeks. That's 8 sick days a year he has to take, which is over his allotted 5. Plus, if he gets sick (and since he's immune suppressed that can very easily happen) he dips into vacation and personal time. My husband, however, works at an excellent job with excellent benefits. His boss has no issue with him taking time off and using more vacation/sick/personal time than he's technically allowed. Sometimes a decent employer will allow you to do something like that... it will generally come back to bite you when it's time for your annual review and raise. I know that my step-mother in law has not received any sort of pay raise due to all the time she has taken off for personal issues.

I, however, work in a shit job. I'm paid by the hour. If I become ill, I am required to find coverage for my shift. If I miss work more than one day in a row, I'm required to get a doctor's note. My job is fairly low paying and for a lot of my coworkers it's a difficult decision. Many of them cannot afford to pay for medical insurance and we don't have an equivalent of the NHS here. So if they take off for being sick and are required to go to the doctor to get a note and they don't have insurance, it could possibly cost them their entire day's pay just to get that piece of paper... so many of them just drag themselves into work sick.

We do have forms of state/federal disability for long term issues. There is also now the Family and Medical Leave act, which (if your employer has more than 50 employees) allows you to request 12 weeks UNPAID leave from work so you will not lose your job. Unfortunately, the law stipulates that they have to have A job waiting for you when you get back... not necessarily YOUR job. A friend of mine at work lost her job that way (sort of). Maternity leave is not required here, at all. So most employers put it under the FMLA. When my friend returned from having her daughter, she lost her job in the ophthalmology department and was shoved into the emergency department working the overnight shift with me. Now she's got a toddler and an infant... and working the overnight shift. It's a nightmare for her but, she's the breadwinner and she needs her job (again, it seems that employers everywhere take advantage of that).

Taking a lot of time off for any reason is highly frowned upon by employer and coworkers alike here even if it's for a legitimate reason. Another friend of mine at work was put on bed rest during her pregnancy and when she came back, she was not popular with management at all.

I don't know if the attitude is prevalent over in the UK but here in the US, the "live to work" idea is what is expected. You're expected to be happy to stay late, give up your free time, endanger your health, miss your children's big events all so that you can dedicate your entire life to your job.

Date: 2013-08-21 12:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] psithurism.livejournal.com
The paid by the hour depends on how many hours you work but most part time positions are hourly. If I worked more than 30 hours at my job, I would be considered full time but I'd have to do that consistently.

I saw an article on how the Queen got in hot water for not paying a livable wage to some workers. The workers were paid minimum wage. The article knew how much a "livable" wage was. Over here, that kind of thing is never calculated (I think because the politicians don't want people on min. wage to know how screwed they are because the livable wage is so far from the minimum wage). NYS min wage is $8.75 an hour (about 4 pounds 62 pence according to google). I make $22 an hour. If I didn't have my husband's salary and benefits, I would be struggling and (like many of my coworkers) have to work two or three jobs to make ends meet. A friend of mine at work's idea of splurging was buying a Netflix account for herself ($5 a month). She can barely afford to buy food and pay for rent but doesn't qualify for any kind of government assistance.

We have the exact same thing going on here right now with unemployment. They judge the unemployment rate by who is collecting unemployment benefits but most of the people unemployed here aren't eligible for it so the number is way way off. In the US unemployment cannot go on indefinitely. The benefits last for two years after you're terminated from a job and actually it's a pretty decent amount of money - nearly full salary in some cases but that's because the employer has to pay it. While you're employed they pay "unemployment insurance", so that when you're fired, the insurance company will pay your unemployment benefits. But because it's such a great benefit, it's VERY hard to get. It's where the sick thing we were talking about comes in. If the employer writes you up a lot and there's a lot of notations in your file about poor performance or theft etc, you likely won't get unemployment. You do have to actively show that you are trying to find a job but it doesn't matter how much your spouse makes because it's all government money.

Child care costs are ridiculous here as well. In fact, when my husband and I have children, our plan is for me to stop working because I would just be turning around and giving my entire salary to a childcare worker.

The worst part with job loss here is the loss of medical benefits (if you got them in the first place). You can do something called COBRA, which means you can pay for your health insurance at the monthly rate that your employer was paying for you to have it. That can go on for either 18 months or 2 years, I don't remember. When my husband had to do that, it was nearly $2000 a month. Not really an expense you want when you're out of work :( Healthcare is a huge expense here. Without health insurance, my husband's medication infusions would cost us well over $5000. My friend had to declare bankruptcy because she landed in a hospital with a severe kidney infection without any medical insurance. The hospital bills were too much and she lost her home.

There is no government pension here at all. When you turn 65 you're eligible for medicare which is government health insurance. Pensions or retirement fund are offered through your employer. I guess the difference here is that my employer pays tax on me. I may be part time. I may make a small hourly wage, but my employer pays taxes on me and I pay taxes on my salary.

Every system seems to have its huge drawbacks! Interesting to see the parallels. We have the same complaint here about those on welfare and those who aren't. The people who work hard and make a living complain that those receiving government assistance are leeching off us and, sometimes, that's true. There are dozens of ways of cheating the system. For example, if I was a stay at home mother and I was not legally married to my husband, I would be eligible for all sorts of government assistance and money even though I really don't need it. There's also a huge illegal immigrant complaint here.

Question? Here in the US we have a social security number, basically a government ID number that's used for everything government related (our taxes, etc). Does the UK have some equivalent of that?

Date: 2013-08-22 02:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] psithurism.livejournal.com
That's interesting that the minimum wage is by age. Here, it's a flat concept and can vary from state to state if a state has imposed its own minimum wage (like I could have sworn that the NYS minimum wage was $8.75 but when I looked it up online it said that NYS adheres to the national minimum wage which is $7.25). The "living" wage is a complete unknown for me and varies wildly. The cost of living on Long Island, NY is VERY high. NYC is even higher. I make more than twice minimum wage and I don't really consider it "livable". Yeah, I might not starve but I won't be able to afford healthcare.

It's very similar here. Rent here is generally monthly and in this area a crappy studio apartment in a basement will run you about $1000 a month if you don't want to be in an area where you could end up being shot which is basically your entire salary on minimum wage. My brother used to be a teacher in NYC, he pulled in like 50k a year and was still unable to afford to move out of my parent's home.

My husband is in an excellent salary job and we live in an expensive neighborhood. Before taxes, $130,000 is an excellent salary (and damned near riches in other parts of the country) but in this area its just enough to live. We have $14,000 a year in property taxes, $2000 in mortgage payments. Our electricity/gas is $500. My husband works for the local cable company so our television/internet/phone is free. Mobiles $200 a month. Car insurance (determined in this country by location and age and car type) is $250 a month. My car is leased (a mini cooper love that bloody car) at $500 a month. My husband's car is similar. Food is a massive expense. I spend about $400 a month on food, easily. Even though we make a good livable income... we have very little left over every month for saving anything.

They tax your car? Is it the petrol use? Here we have sales tax, so when you buy/lease a car that's when you pay tax but not afterwards. You pay tax on the petrol. Each gallon of petrol has taxes associated with it but it's worked into the per gallon price. Which is now around $3.50 per gallon. I always yell at people when they bitch about gas prices. I'm always like "Go look up what they pay in England... Do NOT complain!"

A lot of our buses here run on natural gas. Having a car on Long Island is a necessity. We may be a stone's throw from NYC but the us system is extremely poor out here in the suburbs. Once you get into NYC, a car becomes unnecessary and downright superfluous. Many people who live in NYC don't own cars at all.

Thank you so much for the information about the numbers! I tried looking it up and came up with absolutely nothing. Here, a social security number is three numbers, a dash, two numbers, another dash and then four numbers. It's used for everything. Actually, when I clock in at work? I have to enter the last four digits of my SSN. We guard that number like gold here. If someone gets a hold of it they can do all sorts of identity theft stuff... open credit cards... take out loans...

So fascinating learning about all these things!

Date: 2013-08-22 08:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] psithurism.livejournal.com
The insurance seems to work the same. When my husband and I lived in upstate NY, our car insurance dropped. It was a rural, sparsely populated area. Hence, cheaper insurance. Teenage males tend to pay the most here, seems to be about the same as over by you. Oddly enough, when my husband and I got married, his car insurance dropped. Having car insurance is mandatory in New York state but it isn't mandatory everywhere.

Hmm, our road taxes come from everywhere. The property taxes on our home go for the local roads (maintenance and snow removal etc). State taxes from our salaries also go towards roads. Bridges and tunnels generally have tolls associated with them (though not always). The tax you're paying reminds me of our registrations here. According to NY state, my car has to be registered with them every three years. There's a sticker that goes on the windscreen. It also needs to be inspected to meet state standards every single year (emissions standards and road worthy just like with your MOT) even if the car is brand new. My mini is a 2013 but it needed an inspection and it will need one next year as well. Those standards vary from state to state though. There's also a sticker for this on the windscreen. There are often police check points set up randomly on well travelled side roads where the cops will slow you down and check your stickers. An unregistered car can't be parked anywhere except a private driveway.

That's hilarious... We have AAA for towing etc. Many car companies will offer roadside assistance but will only let you tow the vehicle back to their garage and getting your car fixed at a dealership is really expensive.

Most of people on government assistance in this country are still living below the poverty line. I don't know if it's the same over in the UK but there is a huge stigma here attached to government assistance. I wish I had statistics for you but I don't. Salaries here tend to be outrageous for some things yet not for others. A teacher at our local school district with tenure can make upwards of $80,000 a year... but a teacher in the inner city will make about half that. Generally the benefit here to being a policeman or firefighter is that, unlike the UK, after only 20 years of service you can retire with full pension and benefits. If you're working in NYC, you'll start out with I think around 40k per year. Physicians here make absolutely crazy money. A board certified specialist in a narrow field like a hand surgeon will make upwards of $200k a year. A veterinarian can expect half that. My sister-in-law is a shop worker (here we call it "working in retail" or "retail worker") and makes very little money. If she were an assistant manager or manager she could expect 30-40k.

When my husband and I were considering moving to the UK, I was looking up what my salary would be over there and if my license would transfer easily and the tax system confused me a great deal. Many of the job postings listed salaries but I was unsure how the taxes were removed etc. Here, taxes are taken out automatically, and at the end of the fiscal year we need to file to see if we owe the government (state and federal) more money or if they government owes us money.

Date: 2013-09-09 08:00 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] fififolle
Andy is just the most adorable creature. He was so sweet, unable to sleep and working out if he could afford to pay Tom. A police pension would be more than enough! Lucky bugger *g*
I bet Tom looked lovely outside his tent in the early morning <3
My resolve to ration the chapters is rapidly disintegrating :(
*g*

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