Random rant at everything
Dec. 12th, 2006 10:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silver_sunToday was one of those days where you just want to yell at the world in general - I didn't, but I felt like it, not that the world you listen or cae anyway.
Work seemed to drag even more so than usual, it doesn't help that all the other staff talk in Polish to each other unless they want something from me - usually to fix something they've broken/messed up. I know I'm sounding like a first class whinger but they don't even talk to me unless they want some thing - they don't even ask if I want a drink when they go to make the coffee/tea etc. If they go out i'm never invited, apparently they all when bowling - well good for them.
One of them even said that I must really love the job to be working the days between christmas and new years - yeah right, sorting post, filing and quality checking mircofilm - of course I find that more fun than actually having enough time off to go see my family.
If I thought for one minute that they could run the place without me I'd start applying for another job right away - but the supervisor has asked me not to - so out of some bloody stupid sense of duty I'm still there. This was never supposed to be my career, its not what I studied for four years for.
Decide to go check out freinds reunited see if any people that I knew at college were on there. A few were. I thought about sending some of them a message but didn't in the end, because when I thought about it I realised that these were people I sat in class with, not friends, we never went out anywhere, we didn't talk except about class - three years and i'm almost certain that nobody there even remembers me. Hell nobody even knew me when I was there - I have the year book photo to prove it, everbody else has a name by their picture, all I got was a question mark, they couldn't even be bothered to find out who I was. So I logged out of the site in a screw you frame of mind. College, uni or work it's all the same nobody is remotely interested in me unless its for their own benefit.
Still I did find some stuff to cheer me up though as I have probably solved the wiring problem on my car just need to have a bit of daylight to be able to actually do the new wiring and then I will have a nice working radio again. Also I got my first christmas card :) and found out that there will be a second series of Torchwood. So I guess today wasn't so bad after all.
Work seemed to drag even more so than usual, it doesn't help that all the other staff talk in Polish to each other unless they want something from me - usually to fix something they've broken/messed up. I know I'm sounding like a first class whinger but they don't even talk to me unless they want some thing - they don't even ask if I want a drink when they go to make the coffee/tea etc. If they go out i'm never invited, apparently they all when bowling - well good for them.
One of them even said that I must really love the job to be working the days between christmas and new years - yeah right, sorting post, filing and quality checking mircofilm - of course I find that more fun than actually having enough time off to go see my family.
If I thought for one minute that they could run the place without me I'd start applying for another job right away - but the supervisor has asked me not to - so out of some bloody stupid sense of duty I'm still there. This was never supposed to be my career, its not what I studied for four years for.
Decide to go check out freinds reunited see if any people that I knew at college were on there. A few were. I thought about sending some of them a message but didn't in the end, because when I thought about it I realised that these were people I sat in class with, not friends, we never went out anywhere, we didn't talk except about class - three years and i'm almost certain that nobody there even remembers me. Hell nobody even knew me when I was there - I have the year book photo to prove it, everbody else has a name by their picture, all I got was a question mark, they couldn't even be bothered to find out who I was. So I logged out of the site in a screw you frame of mind. College, uni or work it's all the same nobody is remotely interested in me unless its for their own benefit.
Still I did find some stuff to cheer me up though as I have probably solved the wiring problem on my car just need to have a bit of daylight to be able to actually do the new wiring and then I will have a nice working radio again. Also I got my first christmas card :) and found out that there will be a second series of Torchwood. So I guess today wasn't so bad after all.